Lost.
I’m still alive, but I’m tempting fate if there’s such a thing. I’m so fucking lost in my own head. I’m watching everything I find beautiful in life pass me by, while doing nothing to capture it. My camera, collecting dust, and I’m doing NOTHING to change it. What point is there in having time when you already know it’s too late? Wake the fuck up, save yourself! She’s falling apart too, but someone will save her.
Redoing my site.
I’ll be redoing all the posts on this site in order to better accommodate the new theme.. Please be patient.
What’s worth saying…
It’s been over a year since I posted to my blog.. My hiatus was brought on by my personal observance of my own displays of negativity. It seems as though I’m more easily committed to writing when I have something to complain about. I swore to myself I wouldn’t post again until I had something positive to say. Screw it.. We’ll be waiting another year if I stick to my guns on this one. The fact is, bitching is just as therapeutic as shooting, for me. If you’ve come here to do nothing more than look at photos, for whatever reason, just ignore my typed garbage. If you’re here because you’re stalking me(Don’t laugh, it’s happening as we speak!), just keep in mind, I’m really this crazy!
The photo.. Something I shot recently in hopes of getting back into my Scenicnudes.com project. I’ve owned the URL for almost a decade and still haven’t done anything with it. This image was shot as an example of what can be done without Photoshop to still get that “painterly” effect that so many photographers seem to do through manipulation. Focus, depth of field, and tonality can create scenes that blur the lines between photograph and painting, without the need for add-in effects. I’m looking for more models to shoot at this location in hopes of building a collection of prints that will work together as an exhibit; something I’ve also avoided for far too long.
http://www.ScenicNudes.com is live! Check it out.
Another bullshit agency.
I sincerely hope that if you’re interested in modeling, you actually take the time to think about the decisions you make when it comes to “agencies” and “managers”.
Engaged!
Tonight I proposed to my beautiful girlfriend, and default model, of six years; she accepted. She’s my support through all of my endeavors, in all my walks of life. I sincerely hope my influence on her will continue to be as strong, and as positive, as hers is on me. Let’s hope she keeps modeling for me too! :) I love you, Krystal.
